So, back in November I had already completely slacked on my barely breathing blog when I went to this fabulous craft show that is held twice a year here in Vegas. Seeing many of these booths that were so inviting and lovely, I decided that this was going to be my new calling for my store. When Etsy changed their automatic viewing to "relevency" about a year ago, I had become increasingly discouraged and exhausted with all of the new work that this was creating for me and with very little reward for all that I had to do. I had lost my desire to create. So finding this craft show gave me renewed energy to sit behind my sewing machine and sew away. I came up with a few new designs and items for my store and updated my existing designs. I was starting to get on a roll and was feeling some renewed excitement. I had made the plan that I was going to enter the November '12 craft show and was coming up with all of these fun ideas for my booth. BUT...I had also read that this particular show was going to be downsizing without really downsizing the price of a booth! $595 (not including all of the things needed for a booth) is quite an amount to pay and if I wanted a corner booth it would be another $100. That's quite a chunk of change in my piggy bank!
Fast foward to April, my mom and I went to the spring craft show to shop around and also see how this new downsizing change would effect the greatness of this craft show that I had become so excited about. Well...my excitement fizzled! It just wasn't the same. Call me wishy-washy, that's fine but I could not see spending that amount on a booth when the luster was not there anymore. I know there are many other craft show events and I would have entered those as well but the dream was gone. For now at least.
Which brings me to now, I feel like I have come full circle in my decisions for my store. I have renewed my love for Etsy and I have a renewed view of what I want my Etsy store to be. Previously, I had seen my store more as a hobby, which allowed me to pick and choose when I wanted to put something new in it and be lazy when I didn't feel like creating. Calling it a hobby was a great excuse for not having to focus or put massive amounts of effort into it. I could disguise my lack of confidence and insecurities as a "Oh well, I'm just doing this for the fun of it" kind of additude. The truth is, as much as I loved my quilts, I was absolutely insecure about what others thought of them. Even more so, (and this sounds so stupid), I was insecure about what my competition thought of my quilts. I was focused on the wrong people. But somewhere in all of this, I realized that not everyone is going to love my quilts but there are people who will really, really love them and it wouldn't be fair to those people if I just gave up. More so, I would be doing an injustice to myself if I didn't do what I loved!
So, I've pulled up my "big girl undies" and have decided to grab the bull by his
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